Inner Thoughts

Haizzz....i had just ended a conversation with my abang. He is having a cold war with his gf. Seeing him like this, makes me feel so insecure to fall in love. Loving a person is not difficult but living attach with another soul is hard to cope in aspects of tolerance. Past relationships taught me a lot of things. It has been almost two years back since my last relationship.



Recently, I've been reviewing back the past a little. I seem to have struck by anomie. I suddenly do not know what's the point of love, to love and the feeling and meaning of love. This kinda sucks. Confusion is surrounding me.



Anyway, since I'm not prepare for it...I might as well put all my heart and soul into my studies...its so near! The first week of Feb will be chaotic for me!! 6 subjects on 6 straight days! Drivin me nuts soon. There's this 1 aim in my life now. I'm not sure if I've revealed it here...but there's only 2 person in this world who knew this including myself.


Now, even though its kinda late for new year's resolution but I would still like to share a little here:

1. Obtain better grades in Sem2, increase my CGPA
2. Work harder in Sem3, assignments do properly to reduce final's burden
   
3. Further into degree! Cant wait to learn language but I think there's still a long way to go..
4. Building a closer family-ship
5. Maintain friendships
6. Wanna go for vacation

I think that's all for now...updating soon^^

Too Little Time...Too Much To Say

I've been really really busy nowadays. Rushing for assignments, preparing for presentations, and coping with everyday life is kinda exhausting. Handling so many task at once makes me wish I were to have some extraordinary super powers!


Lately, maybe because of stuff is happening, makes my mind wonder a lot...more than usual~
sometimes it even gets of my consciousness...CRAZY ME *.*


So much has happened but since I wrote in so late, most of it were automatically erased=.=
So currently that is still fresh in my mind was last week's Christmas Eve.
Went out with high school gf's...was great and happy meeting them...
We seldom meet nowadays as were busy with our own schedules...


Took some pics...as usual...





siew & her teddy like small kid playing bubbles^^
















was walking in the lagoon night...suddenly that guy come out off no where and scared us with the snake...it was harmless thou, so me and siew did take pics with it^^






siew & her teddy, agnes & me










street of lights and deco








lighted reindeer




lighted tree

Millions of apologies!!

Sorry guys... T.T

Because of my laziness and unwell time management, I weren't able to update my profile for so so long...

FORGIVE ME! DON'T GIVE UP ON ME JUST YET!

Nowadays, rushing for assignments and need to further prepare for finals. Finals falling on next year Jan. Ngam Ngam finish exams then CNY.

All this while that I've not been updating had yet so much has happened...

Today, spent lots of time managing stuff...shoulders all stiffed up~

Recently I've been frequently thinking about my future...the ones who knows me well, knew that I don't really have aims and goals...but now...I THINK I HAVE A FEW!

I will be working really hard starting....(hope as soon as possible)...not sure ~.~"
To accomplish my objectives!

Put all my effort and mind in achieving them!!

Let's all kampate!! ^^

Late Post

Sorry guys, I had not been postting much lately...in fact, i did not actually. Kinda busy at first (really busy) and now I'm having my trimester break yet got used to i little laziness. I'm sure when i get back to my second trimester I would likely to get back in gear to post...haha^^

PS cont'

Few days ago,mom cook early and we all ate early. So by midnight, our tummy have started to play band...*grrrrd* Out of no where, forgotten who suggested that all of us makan instant cup noodle. So end up we did! Was kinda lame thou...all eating instant cup noodle @@"

Now yesterday, I cooked lunch for my bro. He requested so I did it. It took me an hour time before I can place it onto the table. Normally, I just boil the spaghetti and heat up the sauce (ready made) but this time around, I wanna make it more special. Tears rolling down my cheeks...onions~boths hands layu...minced meat~haiz...but it all paid off when the whole thing was done nicely. I was proud of myself! HAHA~coz usually I do not care as long as it can be put into my mouth...

Paiseh Paiseh ~.~"

Alamak!! Din update for so long....not that busy but just lazy to blog nowadays... Sry ya! Ermmm....sei lo, forgot what I wanna report tim... Ohya, last week was the last week of my 1st sem...took lots of pics but unfortunately the camera that we used,the owner wasn't able to access the internet and send too all of us...but nvm, I'll post them as soon as I get them in hand^^ Here are some of them that I have now...

Was Fine

Last Friday, thou I was not fully recovered from my sickness, I still went to uni because of an important subject to attend. I just cant believe it myself that it was computer studies. I was my round of debate session. I took the role as a supporter so I was Vip (consider). My group hadn't any practice neither rehersals nor meet up with the opponents. Yet we did pulled it off quite well.

Abang & Adik^^

3 team fusion

Titanic?! Non-stop -gayying =.="